Please...

i was browsing for a good book in a shop earlier when i saw a book titled... "GOD is still writing your love story.."

i smiled at the thought. it's been a year since i last heard his voice. but that doesnt mean i stopped browsing his account in friendster and not accidentally finding out he has an account in fb as well.

my friend would always tell me, that it would hurt me more if i heard any news about him. what i did instead was assured them that i can manage it. but i was wrong. it still hurt like hell.

im a great pretender. I convinced everyone that im already over him. but the truth is i was not, am not, and will never be able to forget him. the feeling is still there, you just disregard and focus to other things but once everything subsides, this melancholy feeling still attacks me..

here i am, despite my busy schedule, despite my extra activities and no matter how much i bury myself to work, i wont the fact that im still the same girl you used to know, i just need to forget that girl because situation permits.


im hoping to move on. please help me.